okays. im in a bad bad bad mood now.

im a horrible girl.

he's bill was way way way-overshot

his handphone has been confiscated by his mum.

and all of this, is because of me.

maybe i should just die way back then.

dont have to be stressed up by my studies.

will not cause people i love into deep shit.

dotn need to spoil their wonderful family.

RARRS!

now now, you see..

it's just plainly all my fault isnt it?

something i came up with:

i really need to think about what i've been doing all this time.

and yes, i do.

im sorry. it's plainly all my fault.

i'll pay for bills.

but the relation, you'll have to try gaining back the trust. sigh.

i'll help. somehow. i think. sigh.

this is the result of loving too much then?

i feel bad inside out!

* cries.

i have to move on.

I HAVE TO.

why must this happen on a friday?

i need to see you.

sigh. i hate myself.

i need a hugg real badly now.